Hello everyone! How's the day so far? Don't worry if it's a bad day. Because weekends will be just hours away! What's more MAMA 2012 red carpet is only an hour away in SGT. Woohoo! I can't wait for 여보, boyfriend and 남편's performance man. Totally awaiting them while working. Hehehe. Just a bit of regret that I won't be watching the start of MAMA. Because I'm catching a show, Rise of the guardians with woodlanders later on. Can't turn them down because I've been missing movie sessions with them and they sacrifice to watch a later date just to wait for me. Hehehe.
So yet again, currently I have nothing to do at work and therefore I'm back here. Haha. Less than one more day I will be going to Batam for my short getaway man. Totally gonna enjoy myself to the fullest. But I'm gonna reach home late today leh. Plus I haven't pack my bag. (Yes! Dumb girl, please just dump 2 sets of clothes into your bag) But please be reminded that I'm a super dilly dally person in packing. Hahaha. That's why I foresee a late sleep and procrastinate early in the morning tmr. But well, I'm gonna be enjoying myself. I hope I can do a little bit of shopping there. Because it's long since I have time to shop. Then colleagues said shopping could be done. So I'm gonna try. Hehehe. Okay. Await a photo post for my Batam trip because I'm gonn' bring mt baby to snap and snap. Wheee. Till then folks! Enjoy your weekend.
안녕하세요.
As you people can see my recent updates are like daily. Yes, this actually shows how "busy" I am while having my intern. (Don't tell my supervisor please)
Been really having nothing to do during work. Because there's a lot of things that requires my supervisor to deal with. So she's got no time for me. She even told me this today, "I'm sorry I have no time for you." (When I was doing some online shopping. Wtf.) Okay. The feeling of not working and getting paid is yet again back. I think I ever once said I was so guilty about doing CC trails on weekends. (This happened when I first started doing weekend trails) For those who don't know, I'm having a part time job as a facilitator. I bring people from the range of baby (of course with their parents around, what are you thinking?) to the oldest like 90 plus. So for the CC trails, it's so different from like NCC group. I do not have to explain much, just like a chit chat session with them only. Virgin time was really so mad guilty man. That's hpw I'm feeling now for internship. I think I'm weird. Wtf. Haha. I just hope there's things to do rather than stoning here la.
Anyway, it's already Wednesday. Woohoo! 2 more days to a short getaway man. To Batam we go! It's the first time ever I'm going on a trip with Geraldine, Kenneth and LipYong. Really feels so excited. Gonna bring my baby out at last, it's been like months since I last used it. December will be the month where I will be using it for like mostly every weekend. December will be a busy month. Other than work, my weekend work gotta stop as there's events going on for me every weekend. *busy bee* Okay. Shall stop now. Gonna no more battery if I continue to type and type. I'm still meeting Dumbo later for dinner. I hope my battery last. Okay. Till then folks.
Too much fairytale induce throughout childhood life? Everyone yearns for a perfect type of wedding. Wearing a pure white wedding dress, riding on a white horse with your perfect prince. Earning the envy from all the ones who still wishes the newly wed sincerely.
For me, I really hope having a perfect wedding that's mickey and minnie themed. With all my loved ones attending and sincerely giving well wishes. I would want all my wedding cars to be mickey and minnie. Even my wedding band got to be mickey and minnie. Haha! If there's no such thing, don't propose okay! Haha. Wtf. Fhl. (Whoever my future husband will be)
Cousin's wedding will be on next Sunday. I will be sisters! Woohoo. *screams with excitement* Okay. Cannot contain my excitement yet afraid. My first time ever in my 20 years (does it matter? Okay! Fine. 19!) to be sisters for wedding. I always feel that wedding's such a solemn event. (Elaine, it's only the vow part that's solemn.) Okay. Not saying that after the vow part it's to be forgotten but, have an enjoyable wedding. Once in a lifetime (okay, maybe not for some, wtf) you get to enjoy this main actor or actress feel.
Imagine throughout the whole day you will be the ones being taken care of, from head to toe. Okay. I'm drifitng away. Back to where I am. So as I was saying. Sisters for my cousin's wedding. I know nuts about the wedding. I don't even know what color to wear being a sister. I don't think there's also a theme.
You know ever since Tim and Aud's Up theme wedding I really feel that every wedding has gotta have a theme that brings memories throughout the dating period for the newly weds. It's like you put an end to the dating and starts out new as a couple at different phase. Haha. Therefore I've got my theme thought well like long before my wedding. (Even before I meet my other half, wtf) Haha. Because I love mickey for most of my life and I want it to be attending my important event okay!
Okay okay. So what's your theme in mind? Share with me people! (:
It's a myth or is it a real prediction? Have you guys gave a thought?
Thr sudden thought of having a blogpost about this was due to the video I watched on facebook shared by one of my friends. You can youtube it. The title is 2012 something is going on.
After the prediction that the Professional Mayanist Scholars came up with this. This coming 21st December will be the end of the 5125 year long cycle in the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar. It's said that there will be black hole at the center of the galaxy or a Earth's collision with another unknown planet?
Oh well! But who actually cares about all this crap explanation as to why the world will end? Do you even care about it? Yes, when this prediction first got release everyone's talking about it like it's coming to us the very next day. However do you realise as time goes we live by without realizing that the talk of the town dies down before it re-appears again recently.
A recent chat with my colleagues. What will we do if we know for real that the world will end?
Benjamin: I will borrow money from all the bank and rent a lamborghini so as to drive my friends around.
My thought: Wow. What a cool dude still thinking of his friends. Hah!
Poorna: Maybe I will just party all night and skip work man.
My thought: Enjoying life to the fullest at the very last day.
LianJie: Have some good food and be able to visit my parents back at China?
Me to him: You should book your tickets now to go back on 19th.
Him: Ya! It's safer on plane right? Hmmmm. But I can't land on the land!
Me: Hahaha. Fyl!
My point of view. It would be devastating to know that I'm not even of legal age and not live life to fullest I'm gonna die. However, on a brighter side, I will be young forever. Because I died at the age of 20 (okay! Crap. Not even 20, I admit it's 19). In any case, I still die young. My hands my face my legs no wrinkles or whatever old age spots. Haha! Wtf. Fml.
What will I do?
Maybe I should just grab my license from the driving centre through an instructor. Haha! Then I might die earlier. Wtf. Hmmmm. Maybe I would just love to have a steamboat session with all my loved ones, family and friends. Then we will all vanish together! Haha. Fol!
A short update of today. Celebrated DaYi's birthday over at ahma's house today. There's no photos because shes requested a no photos celebration. Haha! When ladies grow old, you notice the photos taken will decrease. Seeing Ccolbi and Coolbi kissed me. Such a sweetie. That's more or less my usual Sundays routine. "Booking in" to ahma house watch drama, then dinner. Haha. Alright. Update soon. Nights readers. Pardon my slow updates. Been working for 6 days a week since I don't know when. Bear with me and wait for my comeback for craps. Haha. Alright. Bye. (:
Hey guys! How's everything? Hehehe. A sneak peek on Erina's 20th celebration photos. I have really no time to upload it on facebook and let alone blogging. I'm so sorry. Hang on!
It all mean something, whether or not we take it to heart. Not that we feel that it's not weighing our heart out and it's doesn't matter to us at all. People might live a carefree life, but not when you see that person's always wearing that same cheerful smile, joking and fooling around. You never know deep down that's the smile that she wears to protect or stop the loved ones from worrying.
Once a upon a time, when this particular girl stepped into a new phase of her life and introduced into so many new things all at once. From a place where she's being protected, guided with care and concern to a place where she gotta be all independent and guide herself along. She's so afraid of the whole new phase in life, a better change or situation where it's too big a scale for her? However a way, she gotta manage.
With all her might and courage, she entered with the greatest smile, leaving the past bad memories back and decided it's a good time for her to walk out of all those bad past. All that she's struggling was managing her new friends and old friends, independent academic, having all the free time for what she likes.
When she finally decided to drag all her new friends into this one thing that she's into. Walking to the place with a super nervous feeling with all her new friends, to a somewhat familiar yet unfamiliar places. The nervous feeling fills her surrounding and she could feel her heart thumping really loud. The whole atmosphere was so different, a whole lot different from how she use to be in that familiar place. It was so crowded, and not the usual spacious place. Then all eyes were fixed on them, it made my heart thump even faster. She's not thinking about questions to ask, but asking questions like "How's my hair?"
Then at one glance, this guy walking towards them. That feeling that burns her ears. She was wondering "Oh god! How can any guy be so attractive that would mesmerize any girl that walk pass." Obviously not being able to concentrate on the conversation going on and only being super shy." After he walked away, she's constantly glancing at his suave back as he walk further.
Then she tried to persuade her friends, by hook or by crook, they had to go with her, but not letting the reason known. All she did was grin and awaits the arrival of every day to see him weekly. That's it, she consider him as eye-candy, as she never once felt that she would get close to him, for not even a chat. Then she started to look through social media in search for every details for her eyecandy. Wanting to get his information and knowing all about him. However, she's not in hope that one day they would be together, let alone being friends or close friend. So again, she let her carefree life in her new phase, being all happy-go-lucky. Whatever that comes she's bound to smile off and carry on with her life...
Why this title? Was in Singapore General Hospital this evening. Those who did visit a patient in the hospitals ever since they start the gantry stuffs will know. Last time hospitals use to be super dumb and use the stickers thing to keep track how many visitors to a patient. I think they realise that a lot of people's so much smarter to pass stickers around and therefore now they used the gantry method. You have to register your details with the counter or do a self-registration using your NRIC. With this, they can actually keep track of the visitors and that it does not exceed the limit. It's like they only allow 4 visitors to 1 patient each time. So what do they do if it exceeds? They will show the names of the 4 visitors up there and put you on a waiting list. So they send a text to the first visitor who went in and ask them to come down to allow access to you. Okay, I know you must be wondering what has this to do with workaholics right? Hang on. So if you're like the 6th visitor, this makes you the 2nd visitor on the waiting list right? So if 1 of the visitors from first to the fourth comes down, the gantry will actually deny your access and shows quota limit exceed. Wtf! There's only 3 visitors up there now, why I'm I denied right? It's totally because of the bug in the program that's programmed in the gantry. What are the programmers doing? Getting salary and doing nothing to clear off this bug! You waste people's time. So if the first person on the waiting list decides to roam somewhere far before coming back and not knowing there's this freaking bug(which I believe a lot doesn't) how will the this means everyone cannot enter? Can you wake up your idea! Whoever you are, get your ass moving in doing this crap bug if not I will bug you with a feedback form!
Today, ain't any great day. I'm sooooooooooooo disappointed. With? Myself. For allowing the repetitive mistakes over and over and over. I feel so much like a big fucking fool. Wtf. Why do I even bother to listen? Why do I even bother to write those letters? Why do I even... Too much. Such a disappointment Elaine.
The only heng thing happened to me today was getting back my markers and pens. Y'know I'm like the smallest memory space holder in the entire earth that I actually forgot to take my markers and pens back when @kioriazen just returned me in KFC. After a KFC meal, I forgotten those things and left it there, feeling so ownerless. Wtf. The best thing is I only realise it when I was about to leave house to hospital. But I was just wondering and didn't get my feet on finding it. Guess what? Straight after I forgot about it AGAIN! Then till @Cathe_rineee text me to ask me to bring those markers and pens tomorrow I was like oh ya! Hahaha! Wtf. Thank god when I'm going home with Mama Eng and somehow she reminded me of it then we went to KFC for it. Yay! Goodness gracious, it's back! :D
Then my plan for being the last champ in wishing my dearest girl. I've always been the first in wishing her EVERY SINGLE YEAR. Till I finally got bored and tried to surprise her. But she's like, I expected you to text me before the minute! Wtf. Hahaha. We just got telepathy okay! Anyway, my package every year, text and phone calls. Except that I didn't sing birthday song today. Because I got lost somewhere when I realise that time was over! Wtf. Hahaha. But this cute girl tells me that call registry was 11.59pm. Yay! :D Happy 20th Birthay! :*
One last share.
Nights all. I've to update soon. More proper ones. Bye loyal readers. :D
Hello! *big waves* Sorry loyal readers, I made all of you come here to check for updates but disappoint you guys time and again for like 11 days. But hey, I'm back! My life's not exactly happening when I was away from blogging. Still there's parts here and there to actually sum my 11 days away. Haha. Now, let me back track a bit. My self invented time machine here in this little space.
6th October 2012
Celebrating Ahma Eng's birthday! I love you super much! Got so busy that day because I have to collect so many things at one go. Thank god Aloy's around to help me drive over to Lakeside at like 2 am in the morning to collect those color films for Wanli's 21st on Sunday. Woohoo! Then I had to go over to Causeway Point to do his guestbook before going to cake shop to buy a cake for Ahma Eng! I don't have the no design guestbook so I shall show the designed book later! Hang on. :D Then headed to Ahma Eng's house and the lil devil is there! Okay. Super expected because he can't be at anywhere else. Hahaha. Super lovable. BUT such a monster!
Some photos of him trying to act like spiderman.
我是 SPIDERMAN!
Trying hard to act like his talking on the phone! Haha
Trying hard to walk with the big-ass size shoe owned by Brother Eng.
Hahaha! Even worse he's trying to set up some shoe store with all our shoes. Don't know to laugh or cry at his actions.
Watch the funny boy dancing and doing exercise! Haha.
Lucas with his Papa.
Me and Mama Eng. She don't like this photo but I don't care. Hehehe.
Not gonna post the food we ate, because I don't feel really nice. I feel I can search for much nicer food. Hiak hiak.
My lovable, adorable, cutest, super love one!
Happy Birthday Ahma Eng! I will honor what I promised you! *blow kisses*
Took polaroid with her and gave her one to keep! Because she's forever asking me to develop the photos out for her. BUT given my pea-sized brain, thus I've got the smallest memory space in the whole entire earth. So it's super hard for me to develop them out for her. This time round, I thought of tadah! Instant photos for her! Hehehe. *blow kisses* Happy Birthday Ahma Eng! I love you loads loads. Wish all happiness be with you, super pinkish health!
7th October 2012
Happy 21st advance Birthday to WanLi! Now I can call you Sir! This person got into OCS when he only expected SCS. Well, wish him all the best though! He got his celebrations way earlier, I had to help him with buying the decorations for the venue. *stress* What's more decorating his guestbook! You know it's so hard to squeeze out creative ideas from my pea-sized brain? Wtf. I feel so insane that few days thinking of what ideas I can generate, so decided to pop by popular to find some 灵感. Wtf. Hahaha. So I took a pack of colorful papers and was like maybe I can use this! Hahaha. Thus,
Tadah! I got all the colorful papers bind together and did this book! Ideas from @weixiong. He learnt this online from some gift wrapping or something. Wanli generate those yellow words and I created the rest! Woohoo! Polaroids taken right on the day to paste on it! Hiak. Happy Birthday! As I've said before, it's always such events that cause a great gathering for everyone. Because must give face to the birthday boy right. So must go right? Haha! Super fun to see some whom I've not seen for sometime.
9th October 2012
Cried early in the morning because Ahma Tay's admitted to SGH! Before I went out for work, Papa Eng just came back from hospital, so I asked him how was she. So he told me that he went or dialysis. I immediately went blank. So he's like explaining to me that I shouldn't be having the thought of not letting her undergo the dialysis. But I was so dumbfounded because I was crying. So I just *bom* and went out. After work, I rushed to the hospital to visit her. Got so relieve after visiting her. Knowing she's much better. Papa Eng came before I left, so he sent me to mrt. We had some chat and he asked me why I was so against Ahma Tay going the dialysis. I told him, it's because previously Ahma Tay got admitted to hospital (I'm not mentioning the hospital). Then there's this doctor who came about and talked to Ahma Tay when she's alone. She's like asking her (more of threaten) to go for dialysis. Wtf! But the doctors are the one who said that if Ahma Tay can urinate on her, she DO NOT need any dialysis session. Because if she can urinate, there will be lesser water retention as she's releasing water by urinating. So what the hell are you trying to say when you actually said this to her! So I was super angry and upset with this, because of the words of this doctor Ahma Tay actually cried! You know how torturing it will be going dialysis. Furthermore, previously when she's admitted to hospital she's so freaking weak and you're asking her to undergo such a strong treatment. Don't talk about her weak condition cannot take dialysis. Base on those young ones who have to go through dialysis, they are suffering to! So what do you think about Ahma Tay! So I thought this time round, the doctors send her for dialysis when she's not needed to go through. It's like torturing Ahma Tay for no freaking reasonable reason! Of course I will disagree, disallow such freaking act. But after knowing that it's because she needed so, I'm totally appreciative of the doctor's decision. But I'm super not thankful for you scaring Ahma Tay that if she don't go through the dialysis she will not live longer than 3 weeks! WTF! Where is the basic knowledge of you doctors? I know she's having such critical conditions but scaring her doesn't mean any good. You might mean no harm and wish that she will just go through dialysis leh! Please have more brains! My pea-sized brain can even think more than you! -.- So Papa Eng's super understanding of me and just orh all the way! Hahaha. *Anyway, Ahma Tay's discharge on Friday*
10th October 2012
Meetup with dearest EvilTwin @Cathe_rineee for dinner and a mini shopping therapy. Went over to Sembawang Shopping Centre as a lot of people told me that the Cotton On there having some warehouse sales like. So I decided to pop by and have a look, at the same time we're too sian over the food in Causeway Point. We're like Ajisen? No! I just ate! Yoshinoya? No fastfood! Pastamania? No pasta please. Crap! I know Causeway Point just got revamped and still undergoing. But hey, try eating there for like 3-4 times per week. I think you will rather travel further! Hahaha. So a great catch up with her and got some new clothes for work! *blow kisses* One of the ones I can't live without! I can never imagine how to live with my problems if you're not around! :D
*Wait till I change a phone with front camera. I swear I will spam this place with lotsa photos taken with people I go out with*
12th October 2012
Late night chats with @missyning. Super random and impromptu meeting. Was deciding what to have dinner alone when I realise there's pasar malam at admiralty. So tried my luck to contact her. Thus meeting up and catching up session over at Admiralty! So awesome. Talked about so many things and thanks for the advice given! Really appreciated. Maybe I should touch on some of the topics we discussed! Soon~
*I realise it's getting boring* I should stop! Hahaha. Okay okay. End off with this super nice song! Enjoy! I will try my best to be back soon! Thanks loyal readers for not falling asleep!
Been going through lots of things this week, I should say. Be it in real life or in a show, it all counts as one. To be honest, all this emotions and thoughts only came right after watching Hippocratic Crush. You guys should catch it too. It's a show from TVB, hongkong drama. Talking about a group of doctors, experiencing different things when they are at different levels. Houseman, basic trainee, higher trainee, specialist or authorities. They might be doctors, but they ain't god nor Superman, they are like any other human beings like us.
Through this show, I realise the importance of family, friends and loved ones. Sometimes you could actually help so much in someone's life while making little significant to you. Never know, a little help from you now, will enable a great appreciation from the ones you helped. Learning about how everything works, I think this time round I can finally get to say, I'm gonna let go. I've given enough chances, excuses and what's not, to either you or me. I think it's really enough. Everything should go and flow naturally like a river. I've never tried crying a good 3 hours plus for a few episodes of show, I don't even experience such hardcore crying when breakups. Hahaha.
What is a wedding vow if it's read but not intended to be honored? What's wedding vow to you guys? Ever thought deeply about the few sentences that you will be reading or have read? If no, you had better consider giving it a thought. Sometimes, it's easy to love each other when both are young, good-looking and healthy. But when the two grow old and wrinkly and plagued by illnesses or visited by death. Shouldn't they still love each other? *I'm gonna be truthful to my future boyfriends about illness IF ever there's anymore chance* There's no certainty as to how long one can grow. That's why the vow doesn't guarantee growing old together, but that we'll love each other in sickness and in health.
Let's say, if you first know about having a chronic illness. Do you think it's cruel to let your loved ones know or is it more cruel if you keep them in the dark? Getting your loved ones know about it, you actually break a bad news to them, but they would be able to cherish the last moments with you and that they wouldn't regret not being able to do something important with you till the very end. Or maybe getting all your burdens and stress to them makes one keep things mum. What will you do?
