When will mine come?

Been going through lots of things this week, I should say. Be it in real life or in a show, it all counts as one. To be honest, all this emotions and thoughts only came right after watching Hippocratic Crush. You guys should catch it too. It's a show from TVB, hongkong drama. Talking about a group of doctors, experiencing different things when they are at different levels. Houseman, basic trainee, higher trainee, specialist or authorities. They might be doctors, but they ain't god nor Superman, they are like any other human beings like us.

Through this show, I realise the importance of family, friends and loved ones. Sometimes you could actually help so much in someone's life while making little significant to you. Never know, a little help from you now, will enable a great appreciation from the ones you helped. Learning about how everything works, I think this time round I can finally get to say, I'm gonna let go. I've given enough chances, excuses and what's not, to either you or me. I think it's really enough. Everything should go and flow naturally like a river. I've never tried crying a good 3 hours plus for a few episodes of show, I don't even experience such hardcore crying when breakups. Hahaha.

What is a wedding vow if it's read but not intended to be honored? What's wedding vow to you guys? Ever thought deeply about the few sentences that you will be reading or have read? If no, you had better consider giving it a thought. Sometimes, it's easy to love each other when both are young, good-looking and healthy. But when the two grow old and wrinkly and plagued by illnesses or visited by death. Shouldn't they still love each other? *I'm gonna be truthful to my future boyfriends about illness IF ever there's anymore chance* There's no certainty as to how long one can grow. That's why the vow doesn't guarantee growing old together, but that we'll love each other in sickness and in health.

Let's say, if you first know about having a chronic illness. Do you think it's cruel to let your loved ones know or is it more cruel if you keep them in the dark? Getting your loved ones know about it, you actually break a bad news to them, but they would be able to cherish the last moments with you and that they wouldn't regret not being able to do something important with you till the very end. Or maybe getting all your burdens and stress to them makes one keep things mum. What will you do?