Okay, to be honest, I really don't feel any festive season roaring, it's just like some normal days with red packets received. The emotions for Chinese New Year this year ain't right anyway, probably due to the lack of sleep since Chu Xi. Woke up in the early morning to rush to Ahma Eng house to bai Ahgong Eng. Then will be 守夜 for parents then waking up early today to go Ahma Eng house to 拜年. The thing I hate about contradictions in the family. I will never be sure of what to do all because of different instructions to follow. Like for example, "Am I suppose to 拜年?" Papa Eng says we can, Mama Eng says she can't. As they say Ahma Tay was mother's side, so is 外, never mind. But when friends were to come to my house only can get angbao from Papa Eng because Mama Eng cannot bao? Wtf. I'm confused. So, in conclusion, other than going to relatives house, I'm not going anywhere else! Second, I hate being ignored in whatever texts or whatsapp or what so ever. Don't disappear out of nowhere, not replying me is a BIG CRIME. I would feel stupid like I'm talking to the wall. When I slap the wall, the wall does respond. So these people deserve more than a slap. Zzz. Last, I really miss Ahma Tay. Realising that Chinese New Year will be so different when she's not around. Every year this time, I would still be over at your house gambling and all having fun with everyone there. But this year, I'm home alone typing all this crap. Ahma Tay, 新年快乐， 好好照顾自己哦！Really feels so weird not being able to call you when the clock strikes 12 to wish you Happy New Year.
Well, I hope everyone enjoyed their CNY Day 1!
Chewytomatoes
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