When things finalized, it's an international company. Which means I still have my chances of getting abroad for my career's still possible.
Talking about dreams. We always have the thinking that, "Aiya, such good things won't happen to me one la." Today I was brought to a thinking chair. Well, what's new? It's again the whenever-people-say-and-I-feel-it thing. Now I'm wondering if one day this were to happen, what reaction should I have and what to do. However, when others were saying about it and you will go "Aiya. IMPOSSIBLE!" Yes. I know retarded. Say impossible yet I'm still thinking about it. Sometimes it's harmless to think about such a good dream right? There's no definite answer in every aspect, because future's where the answers are and future's an infinity miles away from us. How can we plan things ahead with all this? #justsaying
Friday
Finally met my Superb Cool Kidz girls. You know it's been long since I last met them all out. It's always minus one or two.
Soooooo, it's a 2 weeks ahead planned outing. All because @YOUHUI07 wants to eat Hatched. Ended up we ate Crystal Jade's XLB Buffet instead. Whoop whoop. EAT DAO BAO MAN! Because I'm not really interested in having breakfast for dinner. Y'know it sounds so foolish. Okay, maybe to me. (Call me maybe :p) Been so long since I had XLB Buffet too. So yay!
Then we're left stranded, because we don't know where else to go. So dumb right the suggestor. Suggest dinner @ Holland V yet no aftermath plan. Hahaha. So we decided to go Haw Par Villa. Sadly, on our way there, we checked out their opening time and it's already close for the day. Manzxc. Then we had a hard time deciding again. Got off the train at Kent Ridge then we u-turn and went back to Buona Vista. From there we're checking where else we can head to. Just when we can't decide whether to go green line, this wild Aunty from Penang came by to ask how to go Bugis. Sooooo fated. We went to green line. Took to Jurong East for JCube! Not much a shopping time for the day because we've got much to catch up. So we went over to watch people ice skate while eating LaoBan.(from @typoreine, Thanksy!)
Watching people ice skate can be a joy with my girls. Joking about whatever we see. There's this group of pros in the skating ring. Then suddenly there's fight. Super drama fight whereby gfs started the quarreling then bf came into picture to help and there comes the shouting. @#$%^&* Hahaha. After the dramatic 'fight', those pros got into small different groups to talk or discuss about it. Then there's a guy who tried to replay parts of the scene as a joke in front of the couple who was involved. So stupid. “不要拉我！” -- Telling his friend. “你现在哪里不爽！” -- Re-enacting the scene. LOL! Then as usual @typoreine trying to source out potential bfs from skating ring for @YOUHUI07. There's this guy who got a Xing Ye hairstyle and we kept laughing about it.
Ended our day and @Cathe_rineee finally gets to alight first!
Saturday
Another day with my girls! :D Time for some fireworks again. Really love July and August where fireworks will be set every weekend. Natural smiles come from watching fireworks, not for everyone, at least to me. :D It's really relaxing to watch fireworks. Brings away trouble I guess. Not only fireworks, but thankful for them being there, accompanying me. Thanksy! (: <3
REALLY LOVE YOU GIRLS! *blow kisses*
Sunday
Back to Ahma Tay's house after weekends spending at home. Really hope Ahma Tay will be well soon! Love! <3 Monday Blues~ ):
#I didn't get to see the boy ): oh well.
Random
Don't even understand why am I involve when I'm not in the picture for sooooooooo damn long already. It's none of my business already. Be fair.
Totally not any slack week. Yes am feeling the stress. But Elaine's not in good condition to be stress, cannot stress. No stress, good health, happy Elaine. :D
WISP presentation's over! (Y)
Completed my part for EN I hope everything goes well for my presentation
MEDT Report deadline postpone! (Y)
MEDT Quiz to study LFSR.
OOPG MiniProject to be done over the weekend
Meetup for hatched with Super Cool Kidz tomorrow
Fireworks shooting on Saturday with Super Cool Kidz
After all this, one and half week more of July and welcome August 2012! Can't wait for those times, because August will be the last month in Ngee Ann then I will be off for my internship. Gonna miss those days that I had soooooooooo many fun in school. Lunch with usuals will be missed too. Manzxc. Ironic growing up process.
Choosing of paths after internship. My future. What to do? To be honest, I've never have problems with not knowing what I want to do after I graduate. Capricorns? Haha! I used to have the mindset of looking for attachment company myself. With this, I can actually source for overseas company. Not like I have to go overseas to work for my attachment, but not a local small company. I always have the thought of venturing overseas to have my future jobs done. You know I have the thought of "Wah!~ So cool! Go overseas!" But now, probably more matured. I feel so much like having a big stone as obstacle. Life's obstacle that includes a lot of things. Like living alone overseas, culture difference, food culture sooooo NOT similar, EVERYTHING'S sooooooooo different that I'm afraid of not being able to adapt to it.
Thought of signing bonds with companies and further my studies from there. But I'm not someone that would like being captured like some bird. I will turn into one ANGRY BIRD!
I mentioned about taking a group of teacher during my work.
Here! (If you have not, go read) Then there's this one teacher that's very good. She shared her working experience as a teacher so far and those benefits and cons. Well, so now I'm considering whether to get my foot step into NIE path. Firstly, I would not want to use my parent's money for Uni right now. Think about it, Brother Eng's currently in SIM now, the fees for SIM ain't cheap at all. My age of 20 this year, I would not want to get allowance from my parent's anymore after I graduate from poly. Secondly, the competitiveness in getting a place in Local Uni right now is sooooooooo HIGH. In addition, the news about poly students not prepared for Uni but for working society. So what more to expect? Thirdly, I've always wanted to be a Teacher! Call me Miss Eng okay! :D
Chat with Mama Eng yesterday over the phone. I think she's glad that I'm so sensible to be planning ahead. She's pretty supportive about my plans. But I told her it's not the final one. Because I might continue staying with my internship company if everything's right there. Like, environment, great future I will.
Alright. Done with my small sharing super wordy lengthy but thanks for reading up till here, LOYAL READERS AWARD FOR YOU ALL! *blow kisses*
It's only the second day of the week and I'm feeling so lethargic, gonna fall sick soon. I should drink more water! I know. Anyway, got super shock with today's morning crowd when taking train to school. Madness pack and those people really like fighting war. Whatever's on them is their weapon! I should totally tie a ponytail and then flip it and hit whoever that comes near me. Wahahahaha! Just kidding, I'm not so mean. But then that Indian guy used his bag to hit me today hor! Hmpf! Bu shuang! Hahaha.
Aiya. Been spending way too much recently. Gotta control! *Ctrl alt del* (Taught by @o2LinEr) Hahaha. Okay. Gotta go take out my mask then do apply whatever and sleep! Tmr's presentation for WISP. I hope I can get my B+ grade! Byeeeee~
I hope I get my intern place soon! I hope Ahma Tay's health will be good! I hope everyone's having a good week. School team to win tmr's match! Jiayou~
(I hope I don't awkward tmr.) I don't wanna see the whole bunch of them AGAINZ~
With expectations it definitely can bring you to a higher point, but not forgetting it might bring you down too. Sometimes, there's no win-win situation in everything you encounter. Take a step back, minimise the loss. As long as the outcome is not something frightful nor having to do any bad deeds, it's good enough.
Learn to be more open-minded. Let one live, earns you a pagoda. :D
Busy week when the clock strikes 12am. Gonna sleep way before clock hands hit 12am. If not I will be like a zombie taking MRT to school. Let me see, what's to be done.
OOPG Lab2B
OOPG Mini-project
Effective Negotiation's proposal by Friday
WISP Presentation this coming Wednesday
MEDT Formal Report to be completed before Thursday(try)
That's all for now. But it's still too much, I believe I can handle all this. :D
Gonna support school team at TP tomorrow~ Goodluck! <3
Love takes two hands to clap. Always be appreciative of one another, always put in your effort to sustain it. Do not take things for granted. (:
Finally a little time to say hi to my readers for awhile. Been a busy week since Monday started. The morning breeze in the morning is so much different back at home. Never walking through a park, never taking train to school, never face the morning train crowds, never saw how Clementi bus stop got flooded, soooooo many nevers. But I did all this in this week. #achievementunlocked Super proud that I manage to be on time for all my lessons this week too! *award myself*
Monday
Started my day well with breakfast by my lovely Ahma Tay.
Soooo off I went for my 8am lesson. Feeling so shiok that I reached on time still can get Old Chang Kee when I reached school with Andy and Jy. So zai right? Breakfast @ home then OCK again! Feel so much like a pig. Haha. Then was super energetic till after lunch! Wow. I literally slept during afternoon's FCS lecture yozxc. Then lecturer even had to ask whether I'm sick or not, because I look super tired. Nearly skipped FCS tutorial after class because FCS ended so early! But since my appointment's @ 5.45pm and I'm meeting Mama Eng at 4.30pm sooooo no point, went in the end. Beneficial as some useful hints were shared by Mr Wong! :D
Then here comes my bad day. Met doctor and all I can say was all's so bad. One sentence, CANNOT BE CURE. Felt so bad, so weak after that. Couldn't even stop my tears from flowing but I had to because I don't want Mama Eng to see. Le sigh. There's nothing I can do anymore.
Tuesday
SNW interclass, there to help out on referee actually, but they've got enough referee already! So I just sit there and do nothing. Ended quite early sooooo in the end played volleyball for awhile. Joint decides to give my problem. ): Sigh. Long train ride home, but thank god I've got seats! :D
Wednesday
Got so guilty because of the marks allocation for our group work. I'm not guilty towards the other two nonsense guy, but I'm guilty towards Thir and Khairi, because they did their part of work, but they got a C or C+, whereas I've got a B+. Which I think it's kind of unfair to them, sooooo I went to lecturer to clarify about it, then he said that their answer makes no sense, no link to question. Manzxc. How did he know who did which question when I didn't state? Assignment 1! I'm sorry~
EN class was totally not amazing, but thank god for Jordan and Darrell. How could I just realise how ugly truth can be? The fact that selfishness is so in every human being. No one actually cares about a living of you, but only theirs. Why should they even bother about you when it's already stated it's you and not concerning them? I really need to have a open-mind to take in all this craps.
Thursday
Met Mama Eng after school to go to Balestier, to visit some temple for my health(?) or for some other reasons, I don't know. Mama Eng made Apple jam for me, so that I can have it for breakfast the next day!
Super nice I tell you. Never bluff you all. :D After that, she head to Ahma house while I head back to school. Oh ya! Did I say I met shuai ge when I was waiting for bus to Toa Payoh? Hiak hiak! He came down from 151/154 bus and sat next to me. So I was like who the hell sat beside me, I wasn't paying much attention to those who alight from the bus. Then when I turn over I saw him~ Wow Fantastic baby. Hahaha! Was so stun know. Haiyo. Then soon after he left and I was like why I never go home? If I'm going home we're taking same bus! Hahaha. Met Mama Eng and told her about it then she roll eyes to me! Alright, end of him.
Then went back school for SNW. Once again, they took my referee place. But I realise ZhiHao don't really know how to ref so ended up coaching him! They super slow ref I tell you. So ended up final, me and KengKai ref. Everything also catch, end fast! Whoop whoop. Home sweet home.
Friday
Was suppose to be the day where no one's accompanying me to school. But ended up this Jy overslept, so he didn't go for his class. Soooooooo we met up to go school! 2 hours of lecture by YAK really can die. But I had a great laugh throughout the 2 hours. All thanks to Chai, LinEr and Vin. We kept laughing till YAK keep tsk us! Hahaha. Then Sim Lim with Jy to source for Ipad. Because I'm still contemplating whether to get one or not. But I'm pretty sure it's impulse buying. (I think I've grown up, to be MORE matured to be able to think such. Hehehe) So ended up leaving that place and Sakae buffet for our lunch. After which, met Mama Eng to go Si-ma-lu to baibai. Then took our leave from there because I'm suppose to go home for dinner as I've promised Ahma Tay, then after dinner I gotta rush out to meet Weihao to TP for first POL-ITE match for NP. Whoop whoop. Pretty egg-cited!
Anyway, they did their best already. Everyone put in their effort in sustaining a close fight for the match. So don't be despair and play well for the next match! Don't let one affect all! Jiayou NgeeAnn! <3
#Just gotta know what happen, but already guess as much. But don't let it affect you too much! Not worth okay! You can get better one! :D Don't fml liao! Jiayou. Will hao ming one, Elaine say so! :D
Saturday
Stay home day. Finally managed to sleep dao bao! Whoop whoop. But screw when I know it's already near Sunday. Which means I've gotta turn back my clock for Monday. Manzxc. Okay. Great day with all the nice foods. Lala, Curry, lemongrass drink, cherry. Yayness.
I feel the love from everyone. I really am glad for you guys being around me supporting in any way. I really have so much to say, so many thankful sentences. But no matter how much or how many they are, it's still unable to describe how appreciative or thankful I am. Thanks for doting me so much, loving me so much, supporting me so much. Don't worry about me! I will live well with all of you around! :D <3
We did it! We did it We did it!
Look at what my AWESOME ECE-VB got me this year. My last year's present in NP! Woohoo~
Totally not expecting to have this, like I've said in my previous post. First match against BA, everyone got so messed up, so don't know what to do at the very start. Lao de getting mad and started scolding! ): When I'm not in the court, felt the stress too. 有惊有险的过关。Haha. Great match with BA though! (; Next game was BA vs EE. Nice game by them too. BA tried their best! Great effort in everyone who made it possible to the final. Here comes the part whereby Lao De not around and ECE-VB gotta fight by ourselves. Lao de left me to manage the team just by telling me the starting formation and *poof* he goes for training at FMSS. First set was still a bit of messy, then I decided to ask them to have 2 blockers when Nicklaus spike, main and subset/setter to cover! Woohoo! I feel so proud of my plans. So useful! My girls got protected well. Proceeding to second set, last few points, thought all was well. Having the thought, I can shake leg take medal, don't need to go into court. But second thought came when I see Kenneth flying into the net. O.M.G. Never imagine that, my first reaction was "WTF! I'm to play center? Front row?" Oh manzxc. *shivers* I can say throughout my front row center I was so freaking afraid that the opponent center will spike and hit my face. *cover face* Hahaha. Luckily, Leonard's a great blocker and Nicklaus still back row. Sooooo, managed to turn and I'm at back row! Whoop whoop! The huge relief! :D Great match though!
Without Lao de after finals! Feel so proud of them for being so great throughout the 3 days. Am glad ZhenWei pulled me in. <3
Friday
Happy Birthday Brother Eng!
His specs damn cute hor? Paul Frank hor! His hair looks like Kim Jong Kook!
Le Mama Eng and Le Brother Eng! <3
Attempt to cut his cake with a smile.
But was too hard! Hahaha
Le me with Brother Eng! <3
Saturday
Was suppose to move to Ahma Tay house today after work, but got so lazy and Mama Eng says tomorrow. So last night at home now! Feeling so great waking up to go to work and met a bunch of cute Aunties. Super engaging! I always love the part whereby all of them shares their past experience about the growth and transformation of Singapore River. It's really like a chit chat trail. They will share what they usually do last time, where they stay, where they use to go to "pa-tor". So cute right? Though I have to wake up early, but I always goes home with a great big smile on my face. Thankful for everyone that I've met. @Cathe_rineee always says I have the Aunties "yuan". Hahaha! It's not that bad actually. Then those Aunties said they wanna buy 1010(my name) if strike 4d they look for me! Then when we're on the boat ride, guess what they did? They shouted "HUAT AH!" when the boat pass by Coleman Bridge! Hahaha. Cuto~
So ended my day by having steamboat with Mama Eng and fruits shopping at NTUC. Sidenote : I think I'm gonna purchase MRT concession.
A morning greeting from a nostalgic place. Back to where I'm so familiar with and not anymore and never will. As I sat there thinking about the good old memories, past tense. All of it will just be a small part of my life, a great one. Though I still wish to go back to the past whereby things were much simpler, when everyone's still able to chat with each other. Conversations that make us grow together. I miss the past, but there's no way to get back. Oh well, reality.
Yeobo's solo debut performance! <3
With Gdine! <3
ECE-VB ACE!
The tired out but happy look!
Top 3! <3
Woohoo! With our medals! <3
Sometimes I really do wonder what you're thinking. Dislike the way I think of you, but can you at least make the effort of no doing something that will make others dislike you? Think about it. In any sense, in any way.
Never realise my previous post was on the first day of July. How amazed by the fast speed we're moving on. 2012's left with only 6 months, so many things that went past for the first 6 months of 2012. Happy or sad, it all contributed to my 2012.
Sports Fiesta
Unwillingly, got dragged into this volleyball game organised by SDAR since 2011. So I was telling myself since I'm already in it, why not put my best for my team mates. This year my team mates ain't the usual ones. But we don't lack of team work from what I see. Other than players not having confident in themselves for certain position. Our first real match started yesterday. To be honest, I don't expect us to win ME's team. They are really strong, having the best attacking, having the best defense in all sports fiesta teams this year. (I'm not trying to be humble or what, I'm just speaking the truth.) It's really a great rally game with them yesterday, my team mates played well. Super thankful for them having to cover my places. Kamsahamnida ECE-VB! <3 One thing I really hate having this burden knee. Whenever I wanna dive down for the ball (because it's a freaking indoor court!) I will come to a halt because my right knee will forever land first. I really miss times during Secondary school whereby I just dive (and that's how my knee injury come about). Anyway, ytd after the tiring match I just lie down on the floor, not because of my knee injury recurred. But I didn't do much stretching and it's soooooo freaking long since I exercised and sweat so much! So it's giving the I-wanna-cramp-you-better-rest feel, therefore I just lie down there. Then during second set of the game, I have no idea what I'm doing because I'm so bothered by the heat on my knee, as I applied Tiger Balm on it! Hahahahahaha~ So I was like "wah lao, super hot leh!"
Two years of Polympics during my poly life I've gotten...
Second!
Soooooo, when we're at bus stop waiting for bus to go home yesterday. They were saying that I'm cursed, because always get second! But hell yeah, see what I've found!
Last year's Sports Fiesta I'm from the CHAMPION TEAM hor!
Hahahaha. So I'm not cursed, even if yes, it's only for Polympics. So this year Sports Fiesta if (touch wood) get second NOT MY FAULT hor! Haha. Okay, whatever it is, no matter we win or not, what matters in the end is our awesome teamwork and we tried our best in this. So in fact we lost nothing! :D Jiayou ECE-VB!
Random~
I have no idea why I'm always so bothered by stuffs people say. The fact that I hate another made up relationship. You know when people start saying like "eh this person like you eh", "I think you all will together eh". All this makes you think freaking lot about it and this person. Then you will start having those questions haunting you down like some revengeful ghost. So because of all this thinking YOU WILL HAVE THE TENDENCY TO "I think really sia". That's just because you keep thinking about it! It's a made say relationship in other words, not some true love relationships. Yes, sometimes it might be good that you have some certain push like that from friends around the two. But not when the two have yet to develop any feelings for each other and people around gives the redundant push! Le sigh. Really don't like the fact. Meh.
You should consider giving a little more understanding to her. If you don't wanna lose her. Treat her right, like how she's suppose to be treated. Rather than having the thought of wanting her yet not giving a shit about her. Let her feel the concern from you, let her feel the warmth. She's a girl and naturally would want to be protected no matter how strong she might look or am.
I hope for the best outcome for ECE-VB. Enjoy the game with no stress, team mates. 加油！
Pen down my thoughts. So much for not coming here for a week, I've got loads to say. Not gonna do any reviews for anything right now, probably some brief ones.
Monday
Got back my results for FCS, not a very good one but secured my B. Not very bad I guess but I can definitely do better if there's more time. #iknowishouldstopwhiningaboutthetime Went for training with my Vans shoe all because I've asked for a debrief meeting for Bonding Camp. So I went but ended up wasted my 3 hours there. Thank god there's lovely people who came back to play volleyball and didn't let me feel much of a waste for the 3 hours. Was pretty annoyed by it because no one really bothers about what I say about having a meeting. Don't even bother to notify that you're not coming. We're invisible? So I dropped that, went home without having the usual 'dinner' with them.
Tuesday
The day that I dread most, for I'm getting back OOPG results. Thought I would fail like miserably. Like 30 plus marks as SQL's probably the only question that I'm confident in. Guess what? I passed, not a very good grade. But still a pass you mei you! Happy enough. Was watching Love Rain the day before my paper and only really studied for the paper like 3 hours before the paper commence, so what more do I expect? Hiak. Can't go for training, went over to Ahma Tay's house instead. So I decided to geh kiang and take bus over. Why geh kiang? Because I know it's a long bus ride yet I refuse to have lunch with my friends in school before setting off. So now that I now what's the feeling like to take bus from school all the way to Pasir Ris. I feel so OMG whenever I thought of the fact I have to do this for the next months. x.x face please. Although there's like shuttle bus service, but feedback from some ain't really a good choice. What a disaster. Times like this I wish I have my license. Imagine I have to wake up early early in the morning. *faint*
Wednesday
WISP. Ma de. Having such a group mates I really wanna die. 5 people group but only 2 doing work. #killmeplease. Y'know it's totally not cool to not participate in any group work, dude. In anyway, made them do work but... *see Friday* After WISP, guess what? Ahma Eng's house to see my super duper cute boy.
This naughty boy really damn cute yet annoying. All is him. But that day he kept wanting me to carry. Hiak hiak! *I really dislike his maid* She's so not a good maid. Why? She calls her boss, which is my Uncle, Ahbi's father, Ah Hock. Yes! His name! Because Ahma Eng always ask Ahbi, "Where's Ah Hock?" Then Ahbi now will keep "Ah Hock! Ah Hock!" Damn cute. But do note that it's not for you call. Your boss, someone who pays you to work know! Then she doesn't even communicate well with us. Treats us like stranger like that. Talk to her like talking to alien! Le sigh. I hope change maid soon~ Anyway, got dragged into Sports Fiesta because of ZhenWei. Y ECE NO MORE GIRLS? I seriously think ECE should go drag more girls from secondary school to join them. When there's Sports Fiesta or Polympics, you will see those guys who want to form the group so much so as to be able to participate in the game, beg girls like some dog. Some even take girls who don't know how to play volleyball in their team just so they could participate! Hah. Whatever persuading words will come out from the guys just for a Yes to their asking. I don't understand why they even ask me, such a burden to get into their group. Since they got Gdine into their team. Dragged Tony in anyway, because Lao de can save me from anything! :D
Thursday
Got back my MEDT paper. LOST 7 MARKS BECAUSE I WROTE THE ANSWERS IN PENCIL. Manzxc. Never felt so dumb before leh. Why so geh gao one arh? Pencil and pen got what difference? What matters is I got the answers correct what! Really sucks know. Dropped a bloody 2 grade thanks to this! ): Surprisingly, theory score wasn't as low as I think. Hahaha. I think I should really expect the unexpected. Because everytime when I say won't want la. Then next thing you know, it happen. Came home happily to check for my long-time-no-see sports shoe. Because it's a confirm thing that I'm to play for Sports Fiesta, soooooo I actually begged Mama Eng to let me have my shoes back on Wednesday night. Really chiong-ed on Wednesday know. Promised whatever that Mama Eng wants, persuade and even used Dr Koh. Main reason that I got it back was because I actually text Dr Koh to ask him for approval for just 1 week of "strenuous" sports because I've rest for like more than 3 months that he told me to. So he gave the green light for the competition knowing that I'm super stubborn and will do anything to play. So he got me to promise him that I will go back for check up with him on next Wednesday. Sooooo, no choice, I have no say to bargain anything, have to go back. Then he's gonna update me about my physio in the same time. Mama Eng called him in the morning I think, so yesssssssssssss. My lovely shoes~
Whoop whoop feeling when I saw it. So long since I've seen it. Text Dr Koh to thank him. Then he told me not to anyhow jump here and there. I'm suppose to take care of knee. Hiak. So back to training I go~ Though I didn't do much, because I couldn't do what they do. Plus I don't know where's my kneeguard. Was thinking is it that Mama Eng took it because I promised to wear kneeguard whenever I go to play. But nooooo. Gonna buy new one liao. Feels soooooooooooo good to be back with my sports shoe and slow jogged around the track. Whoop whoop. The right feeling, in the right place makes me feel so harpy like a churp churp bird. :D Finally after like months, I'm back to market for food! Sugarcane water and Zhu Zha Tang~ <3
Friday
Couldn't wake up for OOPG lecture. Oh no! I hope I don't get debar! Third time missing from class. I don't get why Vin they all won't help me mark when I'm not around but I will when they ain't! Le sigh~ Since it's over, forget it. Hahaha. Supposing to get the Sports Fiesta name list from June, forgot about it too. But then thank god I'm meeting A for movie. He's in school so he helped me with it and relayed the message from June. Thanks A. :D #AmazingSpiderMan's so boring leh. Too draggy. Came home and didn't receive any emails from my WISP mates for the Assignment 2B. Panic me, so I decided to do it. Then decides not to give them any credit. First, I do not have their particulars to fill in. Second, they did nothing when I told them to. Third, they don't deserve it. Halfway rushing the assignment, shit stuffs got to happen. I don't understand why you guys don't get the whole picture before coming to a conclusion that we don't do this or that. In any way, I don't see a need or rather redundant to have a meeting just for an unofficial event.
Saturday
Nua-ed the whole day, woke up at 2 plus to catch some show. Then finally move my butt to prepare for dinner at night. Had an awesome dinner and a sumptuous one. Thanks~
I understand the intention of you guys. To help us work in a better way. But I don't see any solution to this if you're saying that we didn't try to approach them to get things out. We tried but how many times do we have to do this. Over and over again? Forever being like a plier trying to force pearls out from opening the oysters? That's not how it's gonna work, y'see. As much as we have been trying to help out with this communication breakdown problem from last time. It just doesn't seem to work, because the main thing lies with them. The barrier in their heart that couldn't make them step over to us. What we could is to give them a push from behind. That's something that you people don't see. Yes, everyone sees this problem all along. We've done whatever we can. If you people still think that we're not doing enough. I really have nothing more to comment on.
#Ireallycan'twaittograduateifthat'sthecase. Too much for me to handle.
Troubled with family, schoolwork, CCA, you.
Some dark chocolates to help with it.
Feels a tinge of sadness when I hear A 'Good' Bye. Is it because this song's for LeeTeuk, he's leaving for army when Kangin just returns! ):
Anyway readers, sorry for the wordy post. Enjoy the 2 songs from SUJU's 6jib.
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