Hate Wednesday

Having no control over my moodswings. Sorry bf. You've suffered alot this few days. You said you understand. But still if you Shou bu Liao how? What if?

I dislike waiting for your text today. Idk why. Today your text are so hard to wait for. Peng kui! )):

How sucky.

Guess I'm being too nian. Gotta kick off that habit.

Brrr.

Rest well

Poor bf got injections and causing blue-black to both hands. Rest well! Tired out you are. (:

It's one month and one day already (:

Had an awesome day just now! Thanks Sdnbf for everything. Those plannings and decisions made by him alone. Due to my indecisiveness! Haha.
A walk filled with laughters, fooling around and poking each other. Love the company. Because it's you! (:
Cried while reading the lil "calendar" book you made for me. Info about what had actually happened for the past one month. Every single day, you write clearly of what actually happens. The reason behind my tears was because there's actually someone who cares that much for me. I'm seriously touched! Thanks baby! (: I love you!
I hope you love the card that I made too! Heartbeat super fast! *shy*

Gonna get some decent post uploaded. (:

Kind of lazy recently. I think bf's too influential in the bad things. Haha! *Blames on him*

Slacked the whole of today at home doing nth but laughing madly to my comp, thanks to running man. Haha. I think I look like some retards. Those laughings just drain off my energy. Can totally imagine if they were to plan those games for bonding camp, my face will cramp! Lol.

After chatting with Geraldine ytd, I found that most girls will have this problem. Hah! God grief. Totally dislike the feeling of jealousy. Something like you dislike to think much about it, but it's raining wild in your mind. Thinking that it would be fine, yet not. Haha! Troublesome girls thinking. I guess that's a natural response most girls will have with regards to the situation. Haha. And bf stop laughing while reading this post. (:

Alrightzxc, gonna post some photos now. Dislike lengthy postszxc!

Bf *hearts*

Dearest evil twin. (:

A family photo! (: IMT

Cousin's wedding! (:

Not a thing that I will understand.

那因该是我说的吧？

Sdnbf.

Idk how far we would be able to go, but as long as you're here with me. I'm willing to extra miles. No matter how rowdy the roads are. (:

I think I know

我想我已知道答案了。
In short things ain't what I think it is.

Is this so?

大胆的问一句，你是在吃醋吗？ 为什么？ 我能知道吗？

Do not wish to look like an idiot hoping for nth.

Sometimes, I have no controls over those lil things that actually affect me big.

I have no idea what's troubling or what's the real reason behind it.

Just had a walk but how I wish that wasn't a walk full of thinkings.

I had rather walking without any boundaries, not having any worries or thinkings in mind.

Walking freely like how my mind used to be free.

What's on your mind in actual. Can I know? I have no idea why I would be super unhappy over things that shouldn't be bothering me. Yeps. I'm saying the things that you always tweet "randomly". Completely no controls over my emotions when I heard that it's related to. I would constantly say to myself that you hadn't preach what you say. But what has it got to do with me? Nth at all. I knew it for I understand. Others have been saying things that I find impossible. Yes, totally impossible. I dislike those contradictions in your conver that cause me to think nonsensical things! I chose the easy way, which is to believe my own bu ke neng. Do you understand why? I don't wanna look like an idiot hoping for an impossible thing. But I hope otherwise. However, nah. Thanks!