Do not wish to look like an idiot hoping for nth.

Sometimes, I have no controls over those lil things that actually affect me big.

I have no idea what's troubling or what's the real reason behind it.

Just had a walk but how I wish that wasn't a walk full of thinkings.

I had rather walking without any boundaries, not having any worries or thinkings in mind.

Walking freely like how my mind used to be free.

What's on your mind in actual. Can I know? I have no idea why I would be super unhappy over things that shouldn't be bothering me. Yeps. I'm saying the things that you always tweet "randomly". Completely no controls over my emotions when I heard that it's related to. I would constantly say to myself that you hadn't preach what you say. But what has it got to do with me? Nth at all. I knew it for I understand. Others have been saying things that I find impossible. Yes, totally impossible. I dislike those contradictions in your conver that cause me to think nonsensical things! I chose the easy way, which is to believe my own bu ke neng. Do you understand why? I don't wanna look like an idiot hoping for an impossible thing. But I hope otherwise. However, nah. Thanks!