Hall of shame ; 감사합니다

There's two things I'm to rant about, bear with me or you can choose to close this window off.
First up, the angry one. Okay, up till here, for those who followed my twitter, I bet you guys will go "Aiya, you must be gonna talk about the guy who pushed the elderly woman down the bus". *Ding-dong-deng* You're right. I'm just gonna do so because I really can't stand such act happening! I know this might be a thing that's so common and just that no one bothers to blow up until this video was posted. Likewise the same one for the Ferrari case, if not been for that case that was blown up so huge, the Lexus case wouldn't be known to so manyyyyyyyyy.
You people should really watch this video! For those who haven't watched!



So the elderly woman took the 167 bus service and wanted to alight at the roadside of Upper Thomson, but she gotten herself a push down the bus by a grown-up man just because she pressed the bell to ask the driver to stop at the very last minute. What grave mistake did the elderly woman did to have gotten a push down the bus? Mr Alex Ong, why not you explain all this shit to us? Before you did so, have you thought of what will happen if this happens to you or your relatives? Yes, I don't deny the fact that everyone will be annoyed by the pressing of bell at the very last minute. But hey, have this ever cross your mind that maybe it's the first time the elderly woman pass by this place going to a place that she's totally familiar with or as you said she's old, so she might just realise that that's her stop to alight? Don't tell me you've never forgotten anything like this or similar before. Evil begets evil. Think before you act. After pushing her down and you proclaim about educating her. So who do you think you are to actually educate her? Maybe you've got more studying experience than her, but I can tell you this, her life exposure will definitely not lose you and even win you as compared to how you win her in studying experience. I believe you have your elderly in your bloodline too. Think about it, what if someone treats them the way you did to this elderly woman that day? Will you fume about it? What's more cursing her. Gentleman, is this how you ought to behave? I'm really curious of what cross your mind to have those snide remarks. Telling police that you don't mean to hurt her. So do you mind explaining yourself in raising your hands in the first few lines of "conversation" with her, then the act of pushing her down the bus with your own hands! Worst of all,citing that "It's just that when you're angry, your mind gets into a state of disarray." By this, do you mean that when I'm angry I can grab a knife and stab into you, then walk out of all criminal laws by saying what you've said? Hey, that's not the way dude. You reap what you sow. 


Just can't stand all this actions. Especially being rude to elderly, it's big NO to me. Soooooooo, this incident caused me to be super agitated and at the same time, worried for my 皇太后。 After tmr will be the end of my paper. I've got work on Saturday probably will visit her if I'm not going to flea. If not I will do so on Monday since I can't go for training anyway. ): Talking about training, really miss those times whereby I can just play and not be bothered by all those craps. I always go for running whenever I'm trapped with problems. In a way, I believe that running actually helps to clear my mind from all those thinking. Now I can't and I don't have any way to replace off this. So tempted to just wear my Brother Eng's mizuno for a run. Le sigh. #firstworldpain


Alright, now for the second thing in mind. 

Yes, my super duper awesome bitchy gossipy karma level gao gao girl. Never in my poly life I felt so attached to someone other than her. She's one that I will run to whenever I have problems. She's always there for me whenever I have problems. No matter with relationship, with friends, with studies. It's always her. Other than my Superb Cool Kidz girl's she's the next one who will let me feel the love/dote that I will get from my Superb Cool Kidz. In poly life, no other girlfriends of mine will be so bothered about my stuffs and treating every problem of mine like theirs, she's the only one who does. No matter what, whenever what. Yes, there's times that I dislike her attitude against something, but I learnt to accept her as I know she's important to me. I will accept her for who she is because that's her true self, the one that I truly knows. I will complain about her, I will scold her for doing foolish things. All because I love her! Recently, been drifting apart from her. Due to lesser meet-ups because as I said in the previous post I get distracted easily. So CT period I haven't been seeing her till just now. Felt soooooooooo apart. In different world, not used to it. I hope during holidays we can meet up more! Nua together after my camp okay! *I wonder if you read* 

No matter what, 언니, 난 당신을 사랑해! <3

A best friend shares the good times and help you out by listening during the bad times


I wanna thank you for being in my life! 감사합니다



Till then, folks! <3
감사합니다 for you guys for reading my blog too! Thank you song for all of you! 

I would lie and say that you're not on my mind

Great things ought to be shared.

Yay! I'm done with FCS papers. Though I only did 2 and a half of them. In fact, I've only got 3 past Common Test papers for me to try out. Did 2 of them with the help of the answers Vincent did them. Was really a great model answer thing for me to refer to and spot some mistakes while doing the papers. Missed out all the fun in studying with my Awesome-ers. Because I felt really bad studying with so many people when I don't have the mood. Everything(YES! E-V-E-R-Y-T-H-I-N-G!) just distracts me, like strangers walking by, people around me talking, even slight movements! So I feels so weird that I've gotta plug in my earpiece and starts blasting my songs because my earpiece ain't plug-in type. (Damn it!)

Sooooo, as I've said, done with FCS. 진짜? Haha. I do doubt myself too. It's not very much prepared like MEDT. Because MEDT's paper was 80% on calculation and 20% on theory. Could afford to forgo some of the theory. But FCS, if it's a lot of theory tmr I'm gonna die on the spot! (Hooray then I can forget about studying OOPG) Haha. 네, no matter what, I'm gonna try my best to complete the papers. I'm gonna try reading up more on theory and taadaa. Go for my paper! 

Being here at this hour, ain't right. Thank god I'm having late afternoon paper. Didn't study for the whole of today as planned. (Not that I don't want to!) I'm not mad at anyone. Age gap/generation gap/different point of view? I don't get how you guys take the design things so lightly. Simply googling and taking it as the design. Le sigh. I don't want to take away the design saying, "I don't think it's nice" because I don't want to seem like giving you authority and taking it back. 

Let's just say, I ask you to do minutes, but I'm doing it in the same time. You will feel that I don't trust you right? That's what I'm bothered about. Feeling guilty having to change the design, but in anyway, the last minute changes was due to the low resolution you guys got me. In anyway, 미안 해요。I hope you guys understand. 

Okay, I just did a google search on myself. (Sounds so dumb, but I did!) Let you guys see! 

So anyone who typed "chewytomatoes" will see my blog and twitter plus many many. Haha! So amazed by it. Was still telling @jiahechew that my safeAssign work for WISP I think I should google every sentence I typed so as to make a 0% plagiarism report! Haha. Anyway, if anyone were to google "chewytomatoes" I think that person who don't know me at all, has a great mind too! Because great mind thinks alike! I think I'm super awesome to be able to come up with this name! Hahaha. 

Let me end off with this.

A note to myself : 

Please buy enough pepero for yourself to nom for camp! 

For my great audience here! <3

Till then, minions! :D 안녕히 주무세요

아는지 나는 아직도 당신을 사랑해

多的是 你不知道的事

I've been randomly humming on this song from like ytd. Wanted to post it after I off my laptop ytd! So now here it is! A song that make mind wanders off. Take a seat back and listen to it. Enjoy~

Sooooo, it's the first paper for my CT today. Officially my CT commence as the clock strikes at 11am sharp. Tried my best to do whatever calculation questions that I can do. Hopefully there's no mistake with it. Let theory questions a go, because I didn't even bother reading up the theory questions. I guess I'm quite glad today's paper didn't demoralize me. Hope this can don't make me slacken for my FCS paper! All the best Elaine! 2 more papers and you're like a free bird~

In anyway, was busy the whole of the night doing up the things for the bonding camp shirt. Don't come asking me about why this design when it comes out. I've got no decision with the design as majority wins. However, got a new supplier and did everything myself. *proud* Okay. I understand that it's CT period now. You could actually tell me you didn't do what I told you to, I'm actually fine with it. But you gave me a whole lots of crap excuses. So what does it mean by you did the thing but then... Show me what you've done and not talk. Then you go around mocking at me for stalking freshies because I asked about "who-who-who" is freshie/helper. I'm helping you to clear up your mess and I don't think it's funny, dude! Who on earth got the free time to stalk people on fb. Maybe there is, but I don't freaking have that time. Let alone stalk some people that's so much younger than me. *rolleyes*

Shall watch some running man before I continue some revision tmr when I wake up. Park Ji Sung! Rio Ferdinand! Woohoo~ *fangirl screams*

Till then, folks! <3
Love isn’t something you can see, but its something you can feel

It can take 3 seconds to love someone, but we can never stop loving someone within 3 seconds.

What rotten luck! I'm cursed whenever Common Test or Exams are round the corner. Forever, (YES! F-O-R-E-V-E-R) falling sick when I'm preparing for any papers. This causes the inability to mug till late and get few hours of sleep only. Derp.

Soooooo, have been staying at home for this few days. Skipped the weekly routine of going to ahma house during weekends. Therefore I don't get to my two lovely 皇太后 and my cutest boy on earth. I promise to visit them when my tests are over. Can't wait for this week to pass!

Anyway, I suggest you guys to watch Love Rain! If you're a SNSD/ Yoona's fan, needless to say, you guys must have been catching up with this drama starred by Yoona weekly right? Got to know this drama from Vincent. No doubt, it's a great drama to catch. It's actually a drama about love stories of 2 generation, the analog and the digital era. In the 1970s, the guy and Yoona fell in love, due to some reason they couldn't get together. In 21st century, the guy's son and Yoona's daughter met and fell in love with each other! Haha. Watch it to see whether they got together or got separated like their parents! Worth watching!

Till then, folks!

Weekends here!

A short post before I go for dinner.

So boring

I can't seem to find my motivation anywhere. Derp. Tests nearing yet I'm so not motivated. Unproductive everyday. I'm going mad. Seems so unreachable to step into the VIP lounge now.

New addiction. Super nice pepero!

Love your girl/boy like how you want your daughter/son to be loved.

Bye minions! Good luck and all the best for all having Common Test!
사랑 해요。

Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend.

It's a must to share this! A super addictive song. Been replaying it since last Thursday!


All thanks to Vincent for replaying this song when we're in MEDT lab last Thursday. So now I shall share with all of you. Just saw that I've a reader from South Korea! Woohoo. 안녕하세요, 저는 Elaine입니다。 내 블로그에를 읽고 주셔서 감사합니다。

Say hi to Weekends. Time flies~ I really wonder, is that we're growing older = time lesser, or it's really going too fast? Thursday and Friday's the day that I waste my time going to school, because it's always an hour of lesson for this week. Derp. However, am glad that I end early so that I can rest after coming home.

Thursday's the day I meet my Superb Cool Kids for Sakae Sushi Buffet. Usual plan was to meet and have the buffet over @ Northpoint. Thank god that @Cathe_rineee and I do a check over @ their official web before having everyone to head there. So for dinner Sushi Buffet they only have it over at Icon Village(Tanjong Pagar), OUB centre(Raffles Place), Suntec Tower 3(City Hall) and CPF Building(Tanjong Pagar). Since, @YOUHUI07's workplace is somewhere near Funan(?), we decides to go over to Suntec for the BUFFET!

(A little information for those who wants to go for a Sushi Buffet @ Sakae soon) Sakae's been doing promotion for Sushi lovers since long time ago. For teenagers who love eating sushi will know about this. Sakae's a great choice to dine at for their reasonable price for youths. However, recently there's a slight change to their Buffet Menus. Some of you might have heard about the new menu about having FREE FLOW OF RED PLATE ( Oh yeah! Something fabulous for those Sashimi lovers!) Of course, it's of a much higher price than the usual normal sushi buffet Sakae use to have. Due to this, there's a slight confusion. Everyone's having the concept that Sakae changed their Buffet menu for ALL OUTLET. Let me tell you, NOOOOOOOO.

Only @ few places. 

Everything on this menu = FREE FLOW for  the Buffet over at the above places

This two will be the normal ones. 

Credits : http://sakaesushi.com.sg
Note the difference in price and the condition. Now you know, visit them if you miss the normal sushi buffet times with friends! Their in-house menus got revamped too! 

Personally, I'm not a very Sakae Sushi person. Meaning, I'm not a fan/supporter of Sakae Sushi. However, this is a great place for you to nom on sushi and do some catch up with your friends. Eat till you're so bloated, do some chatting and eat again, y'know! Haha. Yes, I do enjoy eating sushi. Sakae will not be in the list of choice if there's no such promotion or reasonable price. As I was saying, we went over to the outlet over at Suntec Tower 3. I will never visit that place again. It's on our blacklist. The outlet is small, I see a shortage of manpower on weekdays, their service crew's in need of some customer service course. I do understand that the whole outlet's bustling with customers all over and I don't mind waiting for the food we ordered because meanwhile we can do some catch up. However, upon approaching their service crew, we got super unpleasant replies. SO I WILL NEVER VISIT THAT OUTLET ANYMORE. 

Nevertheless, had a great catch up with my Superb Cool Kids. Best of the best, really glad to have them in my life. Always there for me whenever something bad happens, not only sharing of joy. This will be what trues friends do. Though we're all in different poly right now, we still stay close and check each other out from time to time. I hope @YOUHUI07 get over this soon! We can do it, jiayou! <3

They are my girls. Always. 

Superb Cool Kidz in Action <3

This marks the end of May 2012. 

Friday, a waste of time to attend school. YAK's lecture for an hour and home sweet home.

Actual plan was to come home watch Love Rain (new addiction) then nap and study the night through. However, from my post you can see it's a failed plan. Came home to watch 凤凰之王 on teevee and then a LONG SLEEP (rather than nap). Till now I'm still blogging. Not motivated to do anything. Too complacent! Because it's all calculations and I felt so lazy to do those revisions. Derp, kill me! Okay. No joke if I'm able to sleep now I shall wake up later (earlier) to do my work. I should head out to study if there's a need to. 

Common test and I'm already half dead. Can't wait for intern to start. But I'm super sure when intern starts I will miss school so much. 

I hope comm stuffs stop giving me any trouble. I've never met with such huge amount of shortage before. I really don't know what they have been doing. Forms everywhere with different people holding onto it. I've yet to break the news about having to do a Risk Assessment Form to them because it's the Common Test period. I don't want to stress them out. Le sigh. June should be a good month. I hope. 

Till then, folks!

What i like about photographs is that they capture a moment that’s gone forever, impossible to reproduce.

Since I've got the time to update a little here before my meeting starts I shall be good and share my experience about being a photographer for Christ Church Sec. (It's super distracting when I'm typing this whole chunk and Wess's here to distract.) So it's my first event that I attend to, being a photographer in my Brother Eng's secondary school for an event by the name of Honoring Parents' Day.

To be honest, I didn't know what to expect nor anything about the event. All I was told was to be a photographer for an event in that school, so without any information I thought it's some church event. (Don't go "huh", it's true!) Haha. Was pretty nervous about anything wrong that goes with the photos taken and such on my way there. Sooooooo, decided to get myself some warm up shots when I reach there. Felt so much better when I saw Brother Eng and Nicholas there. Lots of alien faces around, because I don't know most of them. Was quite surprise when I saw current students from CHR helping out with the event so I was like "hmmm, maybe they are from Light of Christ(LOC) too." 

So I began to wander off to do some normal warm up shots so as to get the settings of the camera right for the event. LOC's pastor, Brother Eng's badminton coach for secondary school + current pastor actually walked up to me and go like "Hey, thanks so much for your help." The convo goes on about the last time he saw me was when I'm freaking 14yo. So young back then. (You don't say) Haha. Ended the awkward convo to help Sharity out with the registration counter. So Nicolas(Organiser) came up with the polaroid with family thing upon registering for the event. Which means 

Tadaaaa. This baby of mine went for the event too, under great care of Joanne. So they got like 3 polaroid cams to help family/friends who attended the event to take photos. It's pretty not INNOVATIVE. Haha. BUT still great effort for making this. Oh anyway, this event is for parent's of current CHR students to have meet up with the staff. Most of the parent's invited was from the Parent's Support Group(PSG), group set up in 2002 by pastor, Revd John Sim. So that explains why they want the church to organise this event. Before the event started, went around to take a look at the whole event. I came across this situation whereby the guest came in but the students/helper had to go to the front of the hall(the stage area) to look at the table numbers before they can help in ushering their guests to the correct tables. Therefore I went up to Wei Qian to let him know about it. Room for improvement then.

Now let me share this, it's a must to share! Haha. So as I was saying, the people there look so alien to me right? I look alien to those friend's of Brother Eng who haven't met me before. At first, when I'm over at the Registration counter, some sec school kids from LOC(those polaroid-graphers) might be thinking who's this? When Brother Eng walked pass with half packet ice-lemon tea he hand it to me. They gave the weird look. Obviously, they are thinking whether I'm Brother Eng's girlfriend. No one introduced anything! Then he passed me another cup of idk what drink, they gave the same reaction too. Haha! The most epic part comes when pastor was about to end off the event, he asked families/friends to give each other a hug. Brother Eng and I did, we took a polaroid too! Then Jac(I don't remember who she was but apparently she knows me) kept laughing like mad beside me. She told us that Joanne and QiuTong was like "See la! I told you already! Confirm couple! They hugged!" Hahahaha! I find this hilarious. But not surprising, because everyone who met us don't find us similar in looks. So first thought won't be "Oh, siblings!" but "Oh, couple!" Hahaha.

When I was in my secondary school, I've always wanted to be a photographer. (Okay, bad point, whenever I spot something fun I change my ambition) This event gave me a chance to experience things that I always thought was easy. Snap snap snap and go. However, NO in this case. I don't know where did I get the idea of that but ever since the event, my mindset about being a photographer wasn't that easy as snap snap snap. As a photographer, you have to bring out the best of every picture taken. To be able to use photos taken and let the photos speak itself, rather than having captions all over the photos to show what the photo should portray. Furthermore, photographers got to have the ability to capture every scene and the meaning behind the scene because once it's gone it will not have a replay like videos. I realise that a photographer could see even the slightest thing in the event.(Like how I spotted the table number thing *proud*) Haha.

See! How to not get distracted! You tell me! Haha.

Half an hour more to my meeting. Pictures then~

#OOTD for ytd

Collected indemnity forms for Bonding Camp ytd

Finally pizza after like 3 weeks of saying, "Let's eat pizza at MKP on wed for lunch"

A little of 9gag:

Le classmate: *asked lecturer something impt related to Common Test*

Le lecturer: Hahahahaha. 

Le classmate: *deep voice* Cher, it's not funny.

Le me: *burst into laughter*

Till then, folks.

Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.

Since I've got time to spare so I shall share a bit of my experience in Dialogue in the Dark. It's a great thing that Ngee Ann got this Dialogue in the Dark exhibition for not only Ngee Ann students but for Singaporeans too. Yes, which means public can actually visit this place, however, there's a fee to pay per entry. For me, I wouldn't mind paying to get such a great experience.

As I was saying, my virgin trip into complete darkness. Before getting in we got a cane each, a very useful stick that guides us along the dark. If you've heard Dialogue in the Dark before, they do have visual impaired guides in the exhibition guiding us through. In the outside world with lights, we will be able to help them. But in the dark, trust me, they are the boss! Haha.

Before the trip started, Irene and I were super afraid of the trip. It's not only darkness that cause the nervousness, but also expecting the unexpected feel. You don't know what actually falls in front of you. The first part will be passing by the Jungle. At the start of the trip, it's a Ngee Ann Jungle with birds chirping, fake grass carpet on the floor and little trees beside the pavement that we walk. Have yet to mention about my guide, he's Uncle William. (A little info about him) He's a pretty good guide because he's able to feel the tensed up feeling from all of us. So what he did was to make an introduction and went through our names with different humorous meanings over it. This really helps us to actually calm down and enjoy the rest of the trip. Not only that he showed his professionalism in guiding us through, he showed his fatherly side. Uncle William's not born visually impaired, but due to some things I guess. However, he overcame this huge hurdle and brought himself up again. I hope he will be cheerful always.

So back to where we were, after that we gotta walk through a shaky bridge, the girls were all screaming because of it. Haha. Then Uncle William challenged us to find a bench to sit, however, I didn't manage to touch the wet log he said. So after that, we went to 'Singapore River', after not working for SRT for so long, I forgotten which year Sir Stamford came to Singapore. Derp. Le sigh. After Common Test I've gotta buck up for SRT and IBT. We got to sit on the River Taxi, was actually effects of a still boat-like thing in there. Super cool effects like strong winds, sound effects and water. Uncle William was our Captain on board too! That explains the fun and thrilling river ride. (: Passing by that we'll be the traffic lights obstacle. We have to cross the road using traffic lights to go to Little India. How awesome right! There's fresh market in there too. Onions, carrots, apple, etc. Till this it's the end of the walk. Okay, not forgetting the cafe. We can physically experience eating and drinking in the dark. Bought their cookies made by prison in-mates. Delicious! With that we end our walk.

Having this exhibition in Ngee Ann Polytechnic, my school allows me to realise how fortunate I am to know about this first exhibition in Singapore. With this exhibition, we will be able to understand how visual impaired people live their daily life in complete darkness. It's not easy for Uncle William to get back on his feet due to the fact that he ain't born visually impaired. Being able to see the beautiful scenic in this world to complete darkness. He walked a long route before finding motivations to carry on with his life. We're blessed with our eyes to be able to continue viewing beautiful things that happen in this world. So cherish our eyes and take good care of them! (:

Big round eyes to end this off! 

Till then, folks! 

Being with you is fun, i always think of your smile when I’m angry and i start smiling

I know it's been long since I last blogged. But well, there's no audience here either I guess. I will just update as and when I'm free I hope will be daily though. Have been tumblr-ing though, but it's such a hassle to upload photos to tumblr, because the words I typed could only be captions, so I shall just do my normal blogging here and 'secrets' over at tumblr. Hahaha. 

Well, it's already the week 7. (Oh ya, if you're wondering why am I so free to blog at such timings on a Monday) Well, I skipped school today (not like what you guys think "Haiyo, pon ten!") to be more specific, I let school a miss today due to my eyelid's skin giving me problem. I do have sensitive skin problems and that whenever I'm not having enough rest my eyelid's skin will start to tear. So painful that I just got to rest my eyes, so I didn't skip school for nothing. 

So as I was saying Week 7 now and Week 8's already the Common Test week. Derp. I'm not well prepared for my OOPG. Yes, it's true that I have only 3 modules to handle for my Common Test, but that doesn't literally mean that it's all easy modules. However, I'm glad that I have 2 modules involving calculations. Maths has always been my strongest subject since I started schooling from young. I hope this will be beneficial to me for the 2 modules and actually do well for them. 

You guys might be thinking, why such sudden motivation on doing well for the modules. Frankly speaking, graduation help out last Friday made me realise that having great accomplishment in school is such a big deal. While carrying out my duty, I heard some graduate's bf said, "这个世界就是那么现实." Shall explain a little on this because I find this true yet in a dilemma to agree to it. This whole sentence came about because after graduation ceremony for the graduates, they would be invited out to the lobby for some refreshments. Ngee Ann actually had this small lounge at the side of the lobby for the GOH, staff, VIPs and Medalist holders. Yes, which means that Medalist holders' family/friends could enter. Those normal graduates will be having their refreshments out at the lobby area. So as I was standing there, guarding the doors, this person pass by and let out the remark. I find it interesting, as it's really true about the living world that we're currently in right now. Not that I'm complaining about this realistic world. As you can see the difference of high and low status quo. So I really hope I can be one standing in the lounge inviting my parents/friends in, letting them feel proud of me. (: So for this, I've only got this last year to buck up and try my best for this honorable step in the lounge. 

Enough of all this studies, a little sharing of photos I have over the week. (:

Went over to Dialogue in the Dark on Wednesday. 

Was pretty fun, will elaborate more on this the next post. 

Sat spent over at CHR (Christ Church Sec).

Photographer for this event called the Honoring Parents' Day. 

Will share my experience for this event, as it's my first time as a photographer attending such.

Spent my Sunday revamping my room. Okay, part of my room. 

And I'm pretty delighted by the decorations I made! :D

So till my next post, we will meet. :D 

A quote for all, 

There's no right or wrong in love, it's all in the destiny of us. 

Nope~ I just thought of how promises let us here. How we built the relations, how we broke it.